Thursday, 26 January 2012

and when i thought i'm strong

actually i am not..

being away from my big kids are my biggest challenge in the beginning of new year. I thought I am strong enough letting them go but actually I am not strong as I expected and wished for. But lucky that I have my hubs yang sangat tak layan my tears and my worries...lagi sedey!! uwaaaa!! how great kan??? grrrr...but actually his comfort and positive words has been keeping me going..I thank him for that.

keep on texting my son more that i texted my daughter last year. I guess I sangat percaya yg my daughter will survive better than my son. takut he doesn't know how to wash his clothes (we've paid the whole year laundry fees so i don't have to be worried, kan??), takut he lambat make friends and he'll be bored (isk isk..u ni worry too much! said my hubs)..and takut..and takut..and takut much more!! *teros sakit kepala*

well, i hope my worries end some time soon sebab i can't bear having all sorts of *what if(s)* in my small brain...du'a will always accompany my sleep..

missing my big fam! *sobs*




Happy working babes, and have a blessed Wednesday!

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