friends for-eva...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S..

...can either sometimes make u feel appreciated, blessed and loved or they make u feel 'blurghhh'..

I have loads of friends who are very close to my heart...and in my du'a(s). Alhamdulillah, they are great and fun to hangout with and share my ups and downs...

When I was little, and being the only daughter to my parents, i was all alone @ home...no one to turn to except my parents and bros (oh! they were so very quiet type..closed-door-sissy-bro-relationship..living in their own world..like to listen to 'metallica' and Zainal Abidin (blurghh)..but I love them to bits)..mom was quite typical who doesn't really like her girl hanging out with 'kepala gila2 kinda friends' and it tortured me a lot at that time..my aussie SIL once told me "dianna, u are one crazy butterfly"..dang! she's right! :) so, there was I..left with no girls in da house except my mom...sob sob*

that's where i grow fonder of girlfriends...i like being around my girlfriends..at school, library (library kahh? ;)..hehee) u name it! i've always find a way to be with 'girlfriends'....and that's where i became 'Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya xdek lesen'...sheesh!! that's what my uncle used to call me..coz friends always call me @ home to ask for advice...which boyfriend to ditch, which boyfriend to choose or sometimes "dianna!!! HE DITCHED ME!" poor girl :)) ~ heart broken ~

till now, friends still come to me for advice..which I think I NEVER and NEVER will, (Insyaallah) turn them down..how could I not listen to them..to their woes, their happiness, giggles and cries...I won't..as long as am here..I will definitely offer them warmth, hugs, kisses and ears...for them to express/share wateva they have in their beating heart...coz I believe, if I were in someone's shoes..needs help, needs plenty of hugs and somebody to listen to my woes, of coz I need those kind ears to at least listen to me...Insyaallah, my friends will be there for me too (nanti in return, I belanja cappucino kat Starbucks..err, kalo x pon, i'll make special cekodok ikan bilis with loads of bawangs k..SUMPAH SEDAP!! ok guys?) ;)))

love u guys to bits!! (darlings, u know who u are)

love, dy...